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Class-pirational

 I cook, and I eat kale, granola, and Greek yogurt, and drink craft beer.
I pay money to go on runs that can be hours long just for the hell of it.
I attend an Ivy League school, and before that the world's leading public university.
I listen to podcasts and read the NYT, the Atlantic, the Economist, and NPR.
I traveled to over a dozen countries and lived in some of them long term.
I invest towards retirement.
I have parents who have been married for some 30 years.
I have insensitively used words that mock the homeless.
I don't carry cash so that I have a reason for not giving people money on the street.
I feel good about the $3 I've "donated" through my Amazon purchases.
I purposely avoid walking by people canvassing for a cause on the street.
I make the excuse that I'm too busy to volunteer anymore. 
I have used my position of power as an expat to enjoy frivolous spending.
I am a member of the "aspirational" class.
I was born into undue privilege.
I have advantages I neither earned nor deserve.
I want the world to be a fair and equitable place.
I am afraid of what the implications of truly believing in this are.
I am afraid of what I'll lose, now and in the future, to achieve that.
I don't know where to start.

But I will figure out how.

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