Thoughts Before Bedtime

4 months left of living in Vietnam.
3 years already having lived here.
2 significant life events since I graduated from college.
1 year spent working as an instructional designer.
Apparently this year's June has a lot of memorable dates!

It was wistful reflecting on all that has happened since I looked out my office's windows this time last year. Back then, I was elated with the fact that I had finally found my calling. I'd finally found something I was passionate about, something I cared about more than just in passing, something that I was actually good at, something I could see myself doing for the rest of my life!

And yet, I couldn't have been more torn then between staying or going. With a long vacation ahead of me, there was no better time to finish things cleanly and turn a contract break into a contract termination. I knew I couldn't, though, and despite all who urged me to come home, I made the call and agreed to return to Vietnam. Here I am now, eight months after that return, and looking back out the windows again...

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Chinese Chess - Cờ Tướng - 象棋

The latest interest I've taken in my quest to learn more about my Vietnamese heritage is the game of Chinese chess. It is a bit ironic to look for Vietnamese culture in a game that has the word "Chinese" in its name, but I found that it is only so for the sake of translation. I have taken to this game for a number of reasons. 1. The game has cool historical references that have survived even today. Let's start with the board itself. Unlike a chess board, which is played on the squares, Chinese chess is played on the intersections of lines. What is most recognizably different from normal chess boards, however, is the large gap in the middle of the board as well as the lines that form an "x" on opposites sides of the board. The square that contains the "x" is known as the "fortress," or 宮(gōng ) in Chinese. The center divider is the river where s ome Chinese words are visible. The words on the left say, 楚河 (chǔ hé ) , mean...

As a person who's done a fair amount of traveling, I couldn't agree more with this:

Paradise Falls wouldn't even hold a candle to this place.

Waiting and Waiting

March 1st. Now every day for the next two weeks will be agonizing torture. Have I been accepted? Have I been rejected? Will my career advance? Will I be right back where I was this time last year? I've been told to be patient, keep my head up, to not worry about things that aren't in my control. That's tough going, but I'm trying. How apt, then, that I'd come across this quote again: “I wanted you to see what real courage is...It’s when you know you’re licked before you begin but you begin anyway and you see it through no matter what. You rarely win, but sometimes you do.” I thought my chances were small in the beginning, but I did see it through. Now back to waiting to see if this time is my "sometime."

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