"Now you have no home to come back to..."

It's an odd moment when you realize you've gleaned profound wisdom from a man who makes sushi. Regardless, I've come to accept these word. Four years, now, I've been away from home, and there will be many more years until I return.

I know that my family loves me, and I know that if I was so inclined, my return would be as welcome as the father who receives his prodigal son. But I know that this is not my fate. I have chosen, and I will do everything that I can to walk my path and achieve that which I set out to do. The true sadness is that is that I am alone in these pursuits. It isn't enough to simply sacrifice oneself to achieve great things. Sometimes, other sacrifices must be made.

Another wise person once wrote to me, “I see my path, but I don't know where it leads. Not knowing where I'm going is what inspires me to travel it.”

I'm still traveling.

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Chinese Chess - Cờ Tướng - 象棋

The latest interest I've taken in my quest to learn more about my Vietnamese heritage is the game of Chinese chess. It is a bit ironic to look for Vietnamese culture in a game that has the word "Chinese" in its name, but I found that it is only so for the sake of translation. I have taken to this game for a number of reasons. 1. The game has cool historical references that have survived even today. Let's start with the board itself. Unlike a chess board, which is played on the squares, Chinese chess is played on the intersections of lines. What is most recognizably different from normal chess boards, however, is the large gap in the middle of the board as well as the lines that form an "x" on opposites sides of the board. The square that contains the "x" is known as the "fortress," or 宮(gōng ) in Chinese. The center divider is the river where s ome Chinese words are visible. The words on the left say, 楚河 (chǔ hé ) , mean...

As a person who's done a fair amount of traveling, I couldn't agree more with this:

Paradise Falls wouldn't even hold a candle to this place.

Waiting and Waiting

March 1st. Now every day for the next two weeks will be agonizing torture. Have I been accepted? Have I been rejected? Will my career advance? Will I be right back where I was this time last year? I've been told to be patient, keep my head up, to not worry about things that aren't in my control. That's tough going, but I'm trying. How apt, then, that I'd come across this quote again: “I wanted you to see what real courage is...It’s when you know you’re licked before you begin but you begin anyway and you see it through no matter what. You rarely win, but sometimes you do.” I thought my chances were small in the beginning, but I did see it through. Now back to waiting to see if this time is my "sometime."

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